Why do I keep having dreams about you and then waking up and not being able to go back to sleep for hours? My favorite activity lately is looking at cute old pictures of us and being sad. Then today I kept thinking about you and listening to "Better in Time" by Leona Lewis on repeat in my car and hoping that the lyrics are true... I have a bad feeling that you haven't thought about me in like a month. What's my deal? Do I really miss you or am I just lonely? I feel like e-mailing you and telling you all of this... but it seems too desperate and sad.