dear anxiety,

omgomgomg. sooo, "the crush" asked me to go see a movie tonight so if you could find some other plans that'd be cool. because, i'm nervous as balls and hoping this all goes well! okay?! cool! because he's my first "pteryldactyls in my stomach" feeling since the ex. thanks!

you can make me nervous and shitty tomorrow to make up for tonight,
-j