Just when I think I am ok with the idea of you, you throw me for yet another loop. Somehow, it seems, the word "boyfriend" (it's even hard for me to type), just no longer seems to be in my vocabulary. Dating and hooking up are words that I am ok with. But the "B" word? Forget it. I can't even bring myself to say it out loud, much less utter it in reference to a male human being. Every time this word is on the tip of my tongue, a little voice inside my head screams, "Run for the hills!!! Get out now! GO!"